DREAM FORUM - THAT CLOUD IS CAUSTIC
POSTED September 29, 2011, 03:04 by Iceberg Rose (Viewed 422 times)
THE DREAM : Thursday, September 29, 2011
I became aware I was dreaming when I noticed a strange blue light like the flash light of a lot of cameras coming through the curtains and hitting my face. I was dozing in my dream and it brought me to consciousness inside my dream. I then became hyper alert inside my dream and even though I was asleep I was ready to take action.
Although the light was like the light lightening creates the colour was cold and blue – not natural.
Disturbed by this light in my dream I investigated its source and went outside onto the verandah. The landscape looked normal till I looked up and saw a caustic cloud made of foam hovering over my front lawn.
I had a sense an engine was inside this cloud which was in a state of creation with the foam being made concealing what it contained. It seemed to me to be a spy ship of some kind and I felt the cameras taking flash light pictures were inside it.
I definitely did not want to touch the substance of this cloud and I wanted to protect myself and those I care for from its harmful caustic effects.
On the road totally unprotected were wounded people who could not move without help. A man named Bill was among them and seriously burned from his face over his abdomen down to just above his private parts which were exposed. Investigating the burned area it was clear the burn was old and he had keloid scarring which had contracted his body so he could not stretch out.
Among the people helping was a beautiful young woman who had been a prostitute in the impoverished area both she and Bill had come from. Bill recognized her voice and called for her but she could not identify him since his burning and had to follow his voice to find him.
When they were united it was clear they were in love and I called for someone to give them some privacy as it had been some years since the circumstance’s of their lives had separated them.
No one responded and I got so angry I went down and picked up the man myself as he was so light. I put them both in a private room and shut the door to give them some dignity so they could express their affection for each other more intimately if they so desired.
I awoke from this dream feeling very sad and blue.
THE BACKGROUND:I have just started a training course and yesterday the trainer made it clear her agenda was the only one that would be adopted. Her manner was caustic to my sensibilities and her removal of my tea from my table when I had not finished it without my permission upset me.
I had to go back to training today and I was not looking forward to it as I knew this trainer was not accommodating but very much a thruster organizer in her style. The cup of tea issue came up again today as I got my tea and took it back to my desk as I like to do. The trainer stopped me and told me to take it to the back of the room and leave it on the table there.
Noticing my response she explained she had been burned by a cup of tea taken to a training session desk in the past and was very uncomfortable with cups of tea on the trainees desk for that reason. I obliged and took the tea to the table she mentioned but I never got to drink it and I felt resentful about this at the time.
I had talked over this trainer’s style with my husband the night before as I did not like it. I made a decision to just be agreeable and get through the training without making a fuss but I feel bullied and that’s the truth. Her manner has shut down all interaction but the interactions she authorizes and I can see this is just something I have to let go this time even though I feel sad it has to be like this. I feel there is room for a little more compassion but I guess it’s not to be.
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